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Birthday: 3/11/1988
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Interests: Anime N Manga Of COz..... bitin hitin slappin ppl.... sOrRi PpL it's just my NaTuRe~!!! :P .... Dress up~!! Crafts~!! making things~!! Computers~!! n last but not least~........ UNDERsTaNdInG RYAN SHIU n the reason Y We switcHD RoleS in this relationship~!!!! T_T
Expertise: In Drawing?.....websites?......Graphic Design?....Customer Service....No way~! I would Like bash them up~! annoying customers~! being OPITMISTIC~!! N Sadly pessimistic on certain days....T_T AHaha n being told that i should be leashed....
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Sunday, July 15, 2007

Commenting on sum one’s relationship? Wrong even wen it’s joking in the beginning.

 

I suppose all this has lead to all being nasty about each other… well I want to say I’m sorry for making comments about you or the relationship or the blocking

 

I admit saying how long it will last n note I wasn’t saying ur relationship was a joke.

 

I understand I dunno u deep enough, n basing on assumptions of what I gathered from the years in high school I said nasty stuff that prolly lead you to fury or heartbreak to hav a frd think of you this way… n I didnt say u’ll prolly cheat

 

I know how much it hurts to be said what u’re not, especially involving sumone else whom u truely love. N though I had said that I’ll forget what have been said about me n ryan’s relationship as a show off b4… I still held some grudges against u, I know I shouldn’t have thought of commenting on ur relationship with sumthing similar.

 

I dunt really want to go on fighting a meaningless fight…

 

I would like to say I’m really sorry and I do regret the friendship we had built on from yr 8 onwards, seemed to hav ended… n acted as if it mean nothing at all.

 

Would u forgive me?

 

What we had once
We can never have again.

The scars run deep,
But I still care.

You were my friend.

 

I do regret it, having years spent lunch time together... even though the group was an out cast so we call it… we did shared good times together


Saturday, July 14, 2007

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learning to control my emotions n b slow to anger..... was abit off last nite, sorry =.=

not usually like this....

 

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leaning on the love frds has given me, gave me reassurance n support when i needed it most....


Friday, July 13, 2007

Nabari - invisible

The best of frds right now... i can really talk to is ....shirley, yuenwah, darren...

there's no one that understand me, no one know me....

let me be invisible to u all then... since it'as not like u want anything to do wif me ....



Friday, June 29, 2007

Sumtimes I wondered if anybody really knew me….

Actually come up and ask me how am I doing??

Ever thought about me out of randomness and said u mis me??


I’ll be off to Youth camp on Friday onwards…. hav this time for u to reflect…


A few questions I would like u to ask urself.

1.      Ever said hi on my msn when I popped up, and asked how I’m doing?

2.      How many times did u think I ended up crying in the past 4months? More than 20 times

3.      Do u know what I’m going through rite now?

4.      Do u know what I HAVE been feeling the past 6 months?

5.      Do u know what the future holds for me and my family?

6.      Have u actually tried or even wanted to meet up wif me?

7.      Do u know how much frds mean to me?

 

I have to tell u I haven’t gotten over my dad’s death yet so I cry whenever I:

·        Hug on to one of ryan’s leg, like a kid in the past, (I know this is weird but it did happen)

·        Saw my dad’s grave and think “never will he see me now…”

·        Have a happy dream about dad and realise it’s only a dream

 

So how much do I mean to u??

 

Those questions just shows how FRIENDS u r to me.

 

Well I’m off… n hopefully become more optimistic

 


Thursday, June 14, 2007

Time for sum quiz i did!!!
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The Dragon is omnipotent. He/she is flamboyant, attractive and full of vitality and strength. In China, the Dragon is the sign of the Emperor of China or the male element Yang. The Dragon is the symbol of power and wealth.

It would be right to say that people born in the year of the dragon have a natural charisma and are certainly gifted with power and luck. It is unlikely for them to escape unnoticed from a party or to take second place in a competition. The dragon person has an active mind and shows an unfeigned interest in the world around him/her. This person is also self-confident enough to know how to create a necessary impression. Because they are larger than life themselves, dragon people like to do everything on a grand scale. They are egotistical and ambitious, almost to the point of megalomania, and will stop at nothing to get what they want. A person born in this year wears the crown of destiny, and is capable of great achievements if he or she knows how to harness his or her tremendous energy, intelligence and talent. While these people enjoy being the center of attention, they also have a brave and charitable side to their personality. If a dragon's friend faces a problem or dilemma, he or she will be there to offer help, and when others leave the field of battle the dragon takes a step forward to solve the problem with authority and dignity. Dragons set a high standard of actions for themselves as well as for other people and are surprised when others cannot cope with a task; they are so carried away by the process that they fail to see other people's weaknesses.

Their faults can be as large in scale as their virtues, and an excessively negative Dragon can be one of the most unpleasant human beings imaginable, displaying extreme arrogance, autocratic pride, haughtiness, and excessive hastiness of temper. If jealous or suspicious of rivals, they will not hesitate to use cunning, lies and trickery to discredit them. Self-centeredness, greed for flattery, boastfulness, and bombast, pomposity, snobbish superiority, and overbearing, and intolerant disdain of underlings; to whom they will nevertheless delegate the carrying out of minor details in their grandiose schemes, and from whom they are not above borrowing immoderately if an occasion necessitates it. Any of these can be characteristic of the Dragon. Add to them a passion for luxury, a lust for power, unlimited sexual lust, and emotional indulgence, and a character emerges that no one would want to know either in public life or private. But their pride may go before a fall, as uncontrolled impetuosity is likely to bring them low. Fortunately it is rare that a Dragon is so undisciplined as to give way thoroughly to this list of vices, and their tendencies to them are usually balanced by an innate wisdom. Those who are afflicted with them also have the intelligence it takes to consciously and actively overcome them.

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Extraverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
by Joe Butt

Profile: ESFP


"Where's the party?" ESFPs love people, excitement, telling stories and having fun. The spontaneous, impulsive nature of this type is almost always entertaining. And ESFPs love to entertain -- on stage, at work, and/or at home. Social gatherings are an energy boost to these "people" people.

SPs sometimes think and talk in more of a spider-web approach. Several of my ESFP friends jump from thought to thought in mid-sentence, touching here or there in a manner that's almost incoherent to the listener, but will eventually cover the waterfront by skipping on impulse from one piece of information to another. It's really quite fascinating. (i guess i'm a pretty random person)

New! ESFPs are attracted to new ideas, new fashions, new gadgets, new ______. Perhaps it's the newness of life that attracts ESFPs to elementary education, especially to preschool and kindergarten.

ESFPs love to talk to people about people. Some of the most colorful storytellers are ESFPs. Their down-to-earth, often homespun wit reflects a mischievous benevolence. (so i gossip alot??)

Almost every ESFP loves to talk. Some can be identified by the twenty minute conversation required to ask or answer a simple factual question. (so i rumble on about the same question?)

Functional Analysis:

Extraverted Sensing

The dominant function of ESFPs is concerned with the reality that is perceived through the senses. This type's prime directive is to examine the tangible through taste, touch, sight, feeling and hearing. ESFPs' need for new experiences surely results from this function. Feeling gives focus to the collected information, producing the amiable nature of this type. As perceivers, ESFPs do not linger on moral concerns unless it is in service of a Greater Good and/or a unifying cause.

Introverted Feeling

Feeling, which tends to decision-making in the interest of individual beings, is auxiliary to sensing. As with all introverted functions, feeling for ESFPs has a surreal, cryptic, quintessential nature. It is more often implied than verbally expressed, more apparent in countenance and deed rather than word or creed. Feeling takes care that playful pokes and pranks do no harm to the victim.

Extraverted Thinking

This tertiary function is at the ready to give definitive answers when the world requires them. It provides a measure of balance to Introverted Feeling, allowing the ESFP some level of boundary and protection from those who would take advantage. When overused or overestimated, however, Thinking becomes a liability. ESFPs do well to seek out confirmation of the soundness of tough-minded decisions.

Introverted iNtuition

This function is least visible. As is the nature of the inferior (fourth) function, ESFP intuition lacks a sense of balance. This type seems most successful in deducing patterns and seeing connections only after a thorough examination of the facts (which process appears quite unorganized and haphazard to non-SPs). Although some ESFPs may develop such abilities, the mastery of logic, analysis and abstraction is usually difficult and wearying, and not very much fun.

ARTISAN SPs, being CONCRETE in communicating and UTILITARIAN in implementing goals, can become highly skilled in TACTICAL VARIATION. Thus their most practiced and developed intelligent operations are usually promoting and operating (SPT expediting), or displaying and composing (SPF improvizing). And they would if they could be virtuosos of one of these forms artistic operation. Artisans are proud of themselves in the degree they are graceful in action, respect themselves in the degree they are daring, and feel confident of themselves in the degree they are adaptable. This is the "Sensation Seeking Personality" -- trusting in spontaniety and hungering for impact on others. They are usually hedonic about the present, optimistic about the future, cynical about the past, and their preferred time and place is the here and now. Educationally they go for arts and crafts, avocationally for techniques, and vocationally for operations work. They tend to be permissive as parents, playmates as spouses, and play oriented as children. There are many Artisans to be found in many places where the action is, at least 35% and as many as 40% of the population.

The Promoter --
"While ther is life, there is hope, my dear, and I intend to make a man of you yet."  -- William Thackrey

Portrait of the Performer Artisan (eSfP)

 

Besides being concrete in speech and utilitarian in reaching their goals, the Performer Artisans are collaborative and expressive in their social interactions. Thus, while Performers are usually extreme in their expressiveness and sociability, observably the most expressive of all the types, they are not comfortable telling others what to do, preferring to offer information rather than to issue orders.

 

Demonstrating or performing is putting on a show to entertain others, and Performers, whether on the job, with friends, or in their families, are the natural performers among the types, people for whom it can truly be said "all the world's a stage." Playful and fun-loving, the Performer' primary social interest lies in stimulating those around them, arousing their senses and their pleasureful emotions-charming them, in a sense, to cast off their concerns and "lighten up." Representing about ten per cent of the general population, Performers radiate warmth and optimism, and are able to lift others' spirits with their contagious laughter and their irrepressible joy of living.

 

It is well that Performers are plentiful, something over ten per cent of the population, because they bring joy to so many of us. They love the excitement of playing to an audience, and they try to generate a sense of "showtime" wherever they are. Performers are not comfortable being alone most of the time, and seek the company of others whenever possible -- which they usually find, for they make wonderful playmates. Lively, witty conversationalists, Performers always seem to know the latest jokes and stories, and are quick with wisecracks and wordplay -- nothing is so serious or sacred that it can't be made fun of. Performers also like to live in the fast lane of society, and seem up on latest fads of dress, food, drink, and entertainment, the chic new fashion, the "in" nightclub, the "hot" new musical group. Energetic and uninhibited, Performers create a mood of "eat, drink, and be merry" wherever they go, and life around them can have a continual party-like atmosphere.

 

find out what kind you are, cause i wanna know too >.<: wif detailed explaination:

http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp



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